I hate being rejected. I really do. Y did I even u-turn back to be rejected again? Every small wish gets rejected. There are so many things I hate to do, but I did. There are so many things I wished we do together, but time and again, I get rejected. The feeling sucks.
I HATE BEING REJECTED.
Just choose the way I will be not have this irritated feeling that repeats and repeats and repeats till I get very sick of.
Bun kept saying we will see each other very soon. I might run into him in campus, but I will be cold. Even if she finds me, I will just ignore her. Sorry, Bun.
I rather believe there are 2 Buns. I will look for the old Bun, who shared her dark moments with me. The current Bun has friends who will cheer her up. I do not worry about her. I know it's over.
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,and never brought to mind ?
I finally closed my chapter with Bun. I waited for Bun to recover. I did all I told her I would do. Now, I won't look back or check how she is doing. I won't see her again. All the memories will be locked up.
Next time, I see Bun. We will just be strangers. Just strangers.
Bye Bun.
Bye, my memories with the one I loved.
Bye.
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Bun, you don't have to make that choice. I just wanted to leave everything behind on a happier note. That's y i asked that question.
Don't make urself miserable. Hope these last few days will be full of joy.
=)
1 year of mistake. I guess it's time to wake up. It's not worth it, caring for someone like that. She only needs to come up with a lame reason for herself to leave you.
Why do I give up so much for?
My stupidity has an expiry date. Once it's up, I will leave and never ever remember this whole episode. I am almost gonna wake up soon. Just need that last catalyst.
I only wanted a friend whom we can share our sorrow and joy.
The more simple the wish we make, the more impossible it becomes.
